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The River Speaks

Love is the river of life in the world.

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The Semicolon Project

A semicolon represents a sentence the author could’ve ended, but chose not to. The author is you. And the sentence is your life. In the past few years I received a lot of messages from people who self harm, who are suicidal, depressed, unhappy, anxious, broken-hearted, alone, lost etc, I could go on for a long time. I always try to help these people, but that’s of course very hard, because I’m just sitting here behind my computer and I can only help them with words. If I could, I would go to all of your houses every morning, with a freshly-baked apple pie and give you as many hugs as you need to face the day with a smile. But I can’t, I can only tell you that you’re valuable and beautiful and that the world is not better off without you. Don’t close your eyes for these words, okay? I know it never feels like this. I know how ugly you feel most of the time. How unimportant, how stupid, how different. And I’m probably not the one who can change this feelings, cause I can’t even change my own. But I will always try and I will always help you and you can ALWAYS message me when you feel broken. I’ve seen depression up close and I’ve also seen that a lot of people don’t understand it. They say: just keep your head up and smile, and it’ll be okay. But it’s not like that. It’s not that simple and you should not feel guilty for feeling this way. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t fight against it. You may feel weak, and you may make mistakes, but never stop fighting. Never end your life. There are still possibilities, even when you don’t see them. Maybe you will rescue a cat up a tree tomorrow or find out how to play a song on this old guitar. Find beauty in little things and in yourself and if you really can’t, message me, I will help you in every way I can. 

This is not the end;

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Loveliest followers of the world,

I hope you will learn how to see the beauty of your own soul and I hope all the birds migrate to your garden and I hope all the unicorns follow you home and I hope mosquito’s will learn how to whistle and I hope you will learn how to let go of your worries and I hope you will feel free and alive and loved and I hope the sunshine falls through your bedroom window on the mornings you need it the most and I hope you will visit London, Paris, Rome, Amsterdam, Vienna and Prague and enjoy it as much as I did and I hope the sea will kiss your feet and the wind will dance with your hair and I hope you will be able to confess your love and I hope you will see how you change lives and I hope you will always have a good reason to wake up and I hope you will dye your hair the way you want it and I hope you will buy those crazy shoes and I hope you will sing even when people tell you it sounds horrible and I hope the stars will never ignore you and I hope you will believe in your talents and dreams and I hope you will never give up on them and I hope you will eat pizza every week and I hope you will find a bulldozer and demolish all these walls around you and I hope you will find a treasure map and have a real adventure and I hope you will be alone sometimes to discover who you are, but I hope you will never feel alone and I hope you will fly someday and I hope you will be your own friend and I hope you will get to know God and I hope you will always feel His love and I hope you will give Him all your problems and I hope you will trust Him and I hope you will find the last piece of the puzzle and I hope you will have the courage to pick it up and I hope you will not run away like I did and I hope you will watch a thousand movies and I hope you will read innumerable books and I hope they will make you a better person and I hope you will cry and feel your pain and I hope you will not hide it and let it destroy you from the inside out and I hope you will laugh as loud as you can and I hope you will pick bunches of flowers for the ones you love and I hope you will get a lot of breakfasts in bed and I hope the birds will sing your favourite songs when you are going to school and I hope you will never lose those sparks in your eyes and I hope that one day you will read a novel with my name on it and I hope you will know that I could never have written it without all of you.

hi. why do you always go to places i want to go? hahaha. just envy you because i wanna travel but i don't have enough money to travel. :) asked by iwillfindl0ve

hahaha sorry, I guess I’m just lucky, ‘cause we’re going on a school trip! :) you will travel someday, don’t worry! X

Vieren met appeltaart zeker? ;) asked by zombiefromspace

jaaaaaaaaaaa MUAHAHAHAHAHHA

whaaaaaaat I just realized that my blog exists 2 years today, I’ve got to celebrate this somehow

Guys! Next week I’m going to London and I’m sooooooo excited! Do you guys have any tips of what I should definitely see or do?!

Tu me manque

I understand I need to get over him. But it's so hard, I feel like I'll never love or like someone again, no one makes me feel the way he does, i can't explain. We usually don't say things we feel, like, when we break up and come back we never talk about it, it's like it never happened. But I'm going to say this things, I wanna tell him how much i like him and that's exactly why I can't wait for him anymore. I need to find out what he feels about me too. Thank you, sweetheart, you are lovely. asked by Anonymous

You are so brave, really, I really admire you! It’s so important to talk about your feelings. I find it incredibly hard as well, but it’s usually such a relief to actually do it! I hope things will work out well for you. All my love, Christianne

im confused. theres this guy and we both like eachother a little, but he said that he isnt ready for a relationship (it happened before a month) and im still waiting.. we chat on fb and its nice. we often go out or smth, but im just not sure what to do!! should i wait or what ? asked by Anonymous

Hi!

Can you talk with him about it? Why he doesn’t want a relationship? And do you think you can tell him that you’ll keep on waiting if he doesn’t make it clear what he wants from you. It’s quite importantant that you’ll do this, ‘cause he probably doesn’t notice that you’re confused. So talk with him about it. If he stays indistinct, you have to ask yourself if you can keep on doing this. 

Protect yourself a little bit, okay?

Good luck! Chris X

please answer our questions faster, cuz' i really need it. thanks xx asked by Anonymous

sorry, i’m trying my best

(I’ll answer all of your messages later, sorry, so busy..)

Oh Sun, I want to detain you in my heart

Have you ever thought about making a book with all your poems? i would buy it... asked by paoamoroso

Ah, that’s so incredibly sweet, and well… I have dreamed about it, but not seriously thought about it. I mean.. it never feels good enough what I write, especially because it’s not my native language. But making a book is my biggest dream, so thank you enormously much for your kind words, they mean a lot to me. Hug, Chris

i've met this guy when i was 10 and we're friends since then, but when i was 14 we started to date and everything was great until he left me for his ex girlfriend, they broke up, we got back together and then he left me again for another girl. We're always like this: breaking up and coming back. But now i'm 19 and i need to get over him. I can't be always waiting for him to come back, mostly because i think we won't. What do i do? (sorry for my bad english,i'm not a native speaker) asked by Anonymous

Hello my love!

It’s good that you realize that you need to get over him. That’s the first step. But well.. it’s not easy, not at all. You already know him so long and you’ve liked him for such a long time. I think it’s not possible to get over him completely, if you know what I mean. You’ll always have a soft spot for him and there’ll be times you’ll fall for him again, even though you really thought you were finally over him.  Do you think you can talk with him about it? How does he look at it? Can you tell him that you will no longer wait for him? 

Maybe you can write down all the reasons why you should no longer wait for him. And when you doubt your decision again, you can watch these reasons and maybe change your mind back.

He doesn’t treat you the way you deserve to be treated. You deserve someone who won’t break up with you for his ex girlfriend. Someone who doesn’t go away and come back over and over again. 

Don’t settle for less than you deserve, you are beautiful.

Lots of love, Christianne

your art... poems... is just something cosmic. reading your art i feel like im closer to what im searchin` for. IT IS SIMPLY AMAZING. NEVER GIVE UP ON THIS. respect. asked by Anonymous

Wow, thanks a lot! I hope you’ll find what you’re searching for, one day. X

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